This time last week, my family and I were walking {shoving our way through} the aisles at Toys R Us. For this last minute mom, that was the beginning of my Christmas shopping. We looked at trains, Lego's, Transformers, super heroes, and whatever else the boys wanted to see. At one point, while the boys were playing with the Thomas trains, I looked around to see what other people had in their carts {ours was empty}. I saw carts loaded and overflowing with toys. In my mind I tried to calculate the dollar amount of merchandise they were pushing around. Some carts, I estimated, had three or four hundred dollars worth of toys. I wondered how much of that was going on someone's credit card to be paid off just in time for next Christmas.
I have had my fare share of mommy guilt. You know what I am talking about right? The moment when you equate the love of your child with a dollar sign? But quite honestly, this year, those moments have been rare. In the past we would decide to just get a few gifts. Then when I would see the sparse pile of packages, I would run out and spend money on worthless items just so the boys could have more packages to unwrap. And what happened to those gifts? They became objects under their feet...literally.
So this year we are having a humble Christmas...
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Notice...5 presents...4 boys. |
No. 1 & No. 2 have one large present to share. And each has an individual present to open as well as stocking stuffers. No. 3 has two presents {one I bought from a thrift store...shhh...don't tell him}. They each have a few small items in their stockings. And there is one handmade present in the basement yet to be brought up. Are you feeling better about your Christmas yet?
While I have had a few twinges of regret...a few moments where I have coveted the checking account of those who can give there children more material possessions, the Lord has given me great peace this season. While the world screams to give my children everything they want, the Lord tenderly reminds me that the greatest gift I can ever give them is a relationship with Christ. While we may not have the financial resources that some do, our standing in Christ is not tied to our bank accounts and for that I am eternally grateful.
So if this Christmas you wish you could have done more for your children, or see what others have and feel envious {I think we all could say we have felt this way}, remember that our Savior, the King of everything, was born in a stable. And most important, don't fail to give your children what really matters...a relationship with our Savior.
Merry CHRISTmas
Kimberly